Well, Recently things arent going too bad!. I still am havign trouble with my throat but its not being as bad as it was since I had to cut out all this reidiculus amount of food that I am not aloud to eat like Chocolate!!!!! I feel alot better in myself since I started the gym, i feel preetier. I have been getting alot of male attention recently which has kinda made me smile coz I have hardly ever had it and to get like 4 guys all at once had just made me smile to think that people see me in that way when I always used to put myself down and hated the way I looked and thought i was wierd or something. Alot of people see me as this meger confident person who will do loads of things but theres a few people that have seen the very insecure me, that goes through sessions of going really REALLY down . But I seem to be getting out of that corner of my life. Now that things are going well for me my panic attacks are going down and I seem to hardly need my inhaler now! I'm getting to know this guy better to see how things go between us because we finally worked out my worries and are trying to work around them I got out of that patch of being depressed and doubting myself and who I was and I am now back on the road to being that happy, confident person I used to be!!!!!